still fighting
n the name of my Lord
oh my Gosh, i’ve been sitting in this chair for more that 4 hrs now !!!!!! >_
its very cold here, maybe bcoz i sit next to aircon, lolz, i cant stop go to the toilet , n guess what im very hungry at this hour 
hmmppfff, i checked (almost) all websites that contains information about jobs in Japan, how to live there, the transport, acommodation, and everything about Hiroshima, i even looked for airline ticket fares to Osaka Airports (from Jakarta, of course)
few info that i have right now is most jobs for foreigner is to be an English Teacher, and the cheapest airline ticket fares to Osaka Airports from Jakarta is $600 with malaysia airlines T_T
after reading few blogs n seeing few pictures about living in Japan, i started to feel scared, umm, suddenly everything look so strange for me, so many negative questions in my mind, like, what if everything will not go easy on me? i live here for almost all my life, everything look soooo easy for me, even though its hard but ill face it in easy way, and like, i do speak in English, but Japanese? oh Gosh, even the word look so strange
but however, to live in Japan is my dream since i know how to dream (and how to achieve it, yeah)
i think this negative mind comes while i start to feel hungry
i already msg few ppl , n i hope they can help me with this Japan things
gtg, hv to buy some dinner
nb: Colleen went back to Pittsburgh this morning, we all will be missing u sweetie ^_^
God bless us n gv us strength
